What's new with carmel 

What's new with carmel

Sept. 9
carmel added a blog entry Jason
"This is off the top of my head, not sure how it got up there in the first place but its here now. Thoughts, where do they come from, and there are just so many ..."
Sept. 8
carmel added a blog entry I love you
"Thought it bout time i added something here..... I _ _ _ _ you! What a scary word 'love' is. We all want to, need to be loved, but can we say it? when is it eas..."
Aug. 20
carmel added a blog entry oh thou that disbelieve
"Oh thou that disbelieve what thou has said to me. In truest form with words of scorn. For I am found to be with out. Once single angst i now withdraw. To thy si..."
July 25
carmel added a blog entry sick of it all!
"I'm so bloody sick of it all! oh i am expected to be me, and when i am me! i'm obviously someone else. Why is it that i get the third degree and yet there are w..."
July 13
carmel added a blog entry What do you know?
"This i shall write on the train this arvo on my way to a cafe meeting, i'm sure i can come up with words as there hasn't been any in a long time."
June 25
carmel added a blog entry A winter's day
" I love this song; it reminds me of how i sometimes like to be. Untouchable, safe, away from everyone and everything. I'm not sad or lonely just would rather no..."
June 24
carmel added a blog entry Shh! careful he might hear you!
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June 19
carmel added a blog entry Pain
"The most painful thing a girl could go through, is meeting someone really nice and not taking the friendship slowly. In such a rush to be with that person, the..."
June 13
carmel added a blog entry Sad times
"Sad times at the moment.....Going through dad's old things, sieving what to keep, throw away, lifeline etc its just a hard on the brain, mind, heart process. Fi..."